Nutshell Kingdom: february-the cathartic month
2003
It happens every year. February is where it gets really bad. I start sleeping too much; during the day, through my morning classes, in front of the TV. Also, I stop relating very well on a personal level. That is... all but one level. February makes me as horny as a bear in a beehive. Fucking and sleeping are about as deep as I get, and when I am not doing those things, I am cranky or sad. It wouldn't be bad if the probability of fighting with my bedmate wasn't so high due to my decreased personal outreach skills and depression-heightened sense of self-loathing. Of course this leads to not fucking. And more sleeping. Thank God it is a short month and a signal of better days to come.
