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   | Of course I didn't get the cute apartment with a clawfoot tub 1/2 block from the beach - cheaper than my current one. 
 Of course I look at my life and its surrounding as an increasingly pathetic and threadbare venture.
 
 Of course I cried today at work.
 
 Of course it rained and it's monday.
 
 One hour to go, and I'll drive a fair way to my house - turn the heater on - and read the trashiest detective-ish novel I have.  I will drink beer.  I will write my page.
 
 This too shall come to pass.
 I had many nice allies today.  It touched me.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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