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:: yourvisits :: I UNDERSTAND YOUR VISITS HAVE ALWAYS OPENED THAT TERRIBLE DOOR OF YOUR LIFE PERSPECTIVES, NOTHING LIKE COMING BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. I KNOW YOU KNOW THIS AND HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO YOU. I AM WRITING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE IN SITUATIONS LIKE THIS ONE FEELS TRANSPARENT AND FEELS OTHERS SEE ONE LIKE ONE SEES ONESELF. IT FEELS OVERWHELMING. I KNOW YOU ARE FEELING MORE AGAINST THE WALL BUT SUCH IS WHAT HAPPENS AS ONE GETS CLOSER TO CROSSROADS OF DECISIONS. IT IS HORRIBLE. JUST WHEN YOU ARE DINGLING BY A THREAD ANOTHER THREAD APPEARS. THIS VISIT, NOT WITHSTANDING THE ABOVE, IS FOR YOU TO TRY TO LEAVE SOME OF IT ASIDE AND REST AND ENJOY YOURSELF TO WHATEVER EXTENT YOU CAN, EVEN IF YOU FEEL IN SOME WAYS SO DISTANT FROM SOME. YOU WILL HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR ALL THAT WEIGHS ON YOU WHEN YOU GET BACK. WE LOVE YOU DAD |
