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I bought a car.
it floors me.
my brother - so helpful.
yet another barrier removed. the car. a beater - approved by a mechanic and purchased from an old lady gone to the nursing home.
wow.
it's real.
and the plane ticket bought.
those are the big expenses. I was going to sit on the car for a while, yet here we are. It's now done.
and I quake a little bit.
a lot.
what am I doing?
what am I not doing?
Why did I move here?
why am I going back?
mother
sister
brother
....
And when transferring the songs from the download to the iTunes to play them - I came across "be my girl" and remember driving to NYC with mark when we were about to start our new dreams.
"be my be my be my girl..."
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