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The Stories...
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Love Stinks. Sometimes we get dumped.
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by No Mrs. Robinson
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I feel really bad about this cuz he was a couple of years younger than me and because I cheated on my boyfriend with him and because I think he was a virgin.
I was 21. I met him on the bus to see my boyfriend who lived in another city.He was on his way to see an old friend. We talked the whole bus ride. I told him were I worked. He came to visit me my next shift when we were back in town.
He knew I was not single. He saw me get off the bus and embrace said boyfriend, so it was not like my boyfriend was an abstraction, or anything.
We hung out a few times and he taught me how to use a manual camera. We listnened to live jazz at this outdoor cafe one afternoon and he took a couple of snapshots of me.
I went on a trip and when I came back, his father called to invite me to a surprise party for him at his house. His friends were young, but so sweet.
I stayed over at his folks' that night on his single bed, and we kissed, then I asked: have you ever slept with anyone?
'Yes, once.' he lied
By the time I got his pants off, he had already come. OK, so we waited until the morning, when every guy has a boner. Same story. All I had to do was touch him and - splooge!
I didn't mind at all (I was having loads of sex with my boyfriend and I also had another lover in the city. I am much more monogamous now). I just wanted to have fun with him and to show him the ropes of the whole fun, exciting sex thing.
Technically, we never had sex, I guess, but I kept trying. I was determined to make him feel better, even though it seemed that each failed attempt made it worse.
The last time I saw him, he showed me a box of photographs we had taken. He left the room and I found about 50 copies of 8X10's...of me. He wrote me many letters over time.
It was supposed to be fun. He got serious, and was seriously embarassed over the physical stuff and I wish I had not tried to seduce him on his 19th birthday. We could have just kept taking pictures and talking.
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